title: save your heart - mayday parade

i am so sick of being led on! so i meet this guy. he's super cool. i tell him i like him, he tells me he likes me. a few days later, he's like not even talking to me. hey, thats cool. asdfghkl. i'm starting to give up. like, wtf is this? everytime i meet someone, i'm either led on by them or flirted with for a few and then forgotten. even after some pretty good conversations its just like, nothing. like, wtf. i'm getting so frustrated. and they say high school only gets worse. whoop de freaking doo. i'm sick and tired of being single. you know, all my friends are getting boyfriends now and i'm just here. like, with no one. i want someone to call mine, and someone to look pretty for. and someone to hug & kiss. i don't want to be alone and i don't want to be used or led on anymore. :/

asdfghjkl.

today i kept doing my 1000 piece puzzle and watched pretty little liars from the beginning. the whole series. the summer finale is on tonight, its exciting :] i freaking hate jenna. like, asdfghjkl. she freaks me the heck out. i know who A is, i read a spoiler. xD well. i think this person is A. *DONT READ ON IF YOU DONT WANT IT TO BE SPOILED* mona? i heard there is more than one A, and mona is one of them. well, in the books at least. i never read the books so i dont know how much the tv series floats away from the book, if it even does. whateverrr :]

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is there something i'm missing? am i a weird person or something? this is going back to my rant, guys. like, am i a freak? is that why i can't get a boyfriend? do i sound too needy or something? i really want to know. like, this is killing me. asdfghjkl.